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ive made up my mind.
i added everyone on this friends list to my new name
SURF_NEKKED
add it now. then comment there so i know. if you dont add me im not keeping you :p
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[13 Nov 2004|02:36pm] |
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hey im gunna change my lj name AND my screen name to something else bc it seems like im some kind of alocoholic. lol
ideas
beyondxreason
g0ing_unnoticed
so_th0ughtless
surf_nekked
already_g0ne
those are my top five for lj names...
VOTE!
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| just another boring day |
[12 Nov 2004|07:32pm] |
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Well.. had yet again a boring day, well.. sort of
theres this girl Kelly and one of her old friends Tina and now they are fighting and i do belivev that it was both of them who decided it would be fun to, out of jealousy and immature spite, throw one of my books away from a certain class along with my notebook. Tina comes up to me this morning telling me "Kellys gunna tell you i threw away your book but she did it." which i kind of believe because some fool told me she was going to do something like that. Then i went to coach blandford to tell him that someone threw my book in the garbage so i didnt have to pay $50 to get it replaced he made me write a statement i just told him that i didnt know which one of them did it but i just had a guess that it was kelly. but whatever i htink im gunna go cow tipping in a few days (kellys kinda.. MOOOO)but whatever my mom told me shell have the bitch in a cop car before she touches me. lol i love her shes funny.
anyway thats was the most evnetful part of my day and that one of kellys friends Raven is gunna get her gang of whores to kick my ass? i really hate all the gay immature fat ass jealous whores in the 9th grade *cough cough*
all of this over CHRIS PARKER. honestly idc anymore she can have him bc i dont want anything to do with that lowlife all he ever seems to talk about anymore is how much life sucks and how he doesnt care about anything... now does that sound like anything worth having to pay fifty dollars to get a girls book replaced PLUS getting suspended for Breaking and entering & grand theft.. i think not.
the end♥
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| Dear Bryan, |
[10 Nov 2004|04:51pm] |
i wish things could have turned out different for us but they didnt. Its not my fault i had to move adn thats no reason for you to keep doing this to me, i know it feels like youre probably doing you adn i both a favor but really youre not youre giving me the worst heartache a girl can get im sorry things didnt go as planned and things happen but thats not a reason to give up. Our relationship was perfect, like it was right out of a movie... and everything was going great and it was a typical teenage romance i guess you could say.. we planned our futures and shared things with eachother that no one else could understand.. we had inside jokes and the greatest of memories, Ive tried moving im doing it, i am... its just so hard to thin you could care less.. i dont know what i ever did to deserve this from you. you Promised me forever..i know Forever isnt long for teenagers either and i completely understand its extremely difficult to keep up a long distance relationship i know i cant deny that. WE had a bond so great though i figured we culd make it through anything and do you remember saying something along the lines of "even if we do break up i promise we'll stay friends". honestly i dont beleve ill ever fully let go i can fake it all i want but you'll always be lingering in th back of my mind all the memories i shared with you.. You know what i was thinkgin on the last night we saw eachother, dont you remember how perfect it was?? well i was thinkgin that whoele night god i knew this was too good to be true. and it was you were too perfect to be true but im really thankful that it did happen because i would have been still attached to michael and i would be in a lot moretrouble than im in now.. i wuold have started weed and been doing a lot of the things you showed how big of a waste they were... i love you for making me a better person, you taught me so many things about myself.. you were they only person i could truly tell everything to.. you to me too.. remember about what your dad does for your mom everyday bc of your brother (<--for those of you reading please dont thinik too much about this) i know so much about you bryan you are truely my one best friend who would have done anything for me... im so thankfuk you came into my life you are by far the best thing that ever happened to me all my memories of you are ones that i will cherish for years to come ill always know that you were the most fun sweet romantic guy ive ever met.. please dont forget me... and dont go running if one day i show up at your doorstep. Please.. You'll always be my first love nothing can change that. ill never forget you.
♥ always,
Kiersten. (boobie. lol)
any of his friends that read this, send a link and make him read it please... i think this is the only way he would possibly hear me out
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| OOOHHHH MYYY GAWWWDDDD |
[08 Nov 2004|02:32pm] |
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kay, two convos here...
onemoretequilax: i hope his penis rots off and he has to replace it with his thumb and he will only have his dick for pissing not fucking
Xobeachbabe33: ahaaahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhhahahaha me too but this i hope that wont work so hell have to use his pinky toe and then everyones gonna call him "pinky penis"
^HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA^
onemoretequilax: you can box him up and fedex him to me for christmas
onemoretequilax: i would love you more than anyone in the world if u did
x im a SEXFACE x: if only i could.
x im a SEXFACE x: i would do it evern before christmas
x im a SEXFACE x: id spin the world really fast
x im a SEXFACE x: to make it christmas time
x im a SEXFACE x: and grab him. like they do on room raiders
x im a SEXFACE x: and tellhim, she loves you...just love her back, like you guys were.
x im a SEXFACE x: and then off he goes
x im a SEXFACE x: and to you he stays
onemoretequilax: =D
x im a SEXFACE x: what do ya say?
x im a SEXFACE x: sounds good?
onemoretequilax: deff
x im a SEXFACE x: :]good
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| she says come on come lets just get this over with |
[04 Nov 2004|04:33pm] |
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hey guys!
i have a new bf, his name is mike. he's cute and has the most gorgeous blue eyes i think ive ever seen. =)
anywhooo... life hasnt much excitement for me lately.. =\
we have to do some project in history, i think i will slap brad reallly hard before tomrrow is over. haha. bryan is slowly fading for me. i duno whether or not thats a good thing. i hope its good. i Hope to god we can still be friends after this mess.
i had a few shout outs in my last entry that got deleted...
Elizabeth- hey lemon. im glad your coming out good with the whole maverick situation.. im proud of you if i can do it you can too. itll all be okay and i cannot wait until i get to see you again! TONS&TONS&TONSOFKISSESSSSSSS***
Erica. i love you kid. youre the coolest. MWAH (ME AND STEPH FOUND YOU THE *PERFECT GUY*)
you- were you cecking him out??
me- *still looking... almost falls..* uhh.. yeah yeah! hahaha
STEPHANIEEEEEEEE*** crazy ass motherfucker you are. lol that pretty much sums it up. haha. the world is not right when eddie's a prep adn kiersten doesnt know that movie! hahahahaha i love you 'im so blind i cant even read that exit sign' ahhhhaaa. omg can you believe it! SHE HAS A SPIDERMAN BACKPACK! THAT WHORE! hahahahahahaha
Kelsey- im so glad to have you as a friend and i hope we get to hang out mor i <3 uuuuu ♥
danielle!!! omg im so glad i started talking to you i love you woman! you will most definitly be one of the first people i hang out with when i go baCK.
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| MMMMMMM |
[25 Oct 2004|02:51pm] |
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hey im at school.. grounded once again. my weekend consisted of Wal-Mart 4 times scariest places on earth, South Park Countdown.. and my dad complaining about how sick he is.
fun right? hah. no.
i Want The OC for christmas! inever got to watch any of them except one.
JACK&BOBBY IS COOL! lol bobby's kinda cute :)
anyways. yeahhh.. ughh. i hate being grounded
OH i got my report card. A-B-C-C fun fun.
i was expecting A C D D ay. im so happy.
i miss bryan still. i had a good dream abotu him adn i was in a good mood the rest of the day and then i realized HEY THATS NOEVER GUNNA HAPPEN.
oh yeah and im moving in august.. Either back to apopka or Ft. Walton Beach (panhandle.)
i hope to god that the two people waiting to get jobs @ logans in Orlando like... die. i wanna move back. badly. pray for me!! <333
anyways i<3you. byeeee
♥ Kiersten
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oh baby homecoming was a BLAST.
I danced with just about every guy i saw looking kinda lonely lol and there was this crazy kid he comes up hes like nahh you do it like this, and he starts like.. humping lol so i get on him and start dancing hes like DAMN GO WHITE GIRRL! lol it was great and i Went on this kid that i always flirt w/ in computer class and i was like hey eric, kels,steph.. comeon theres room for ya. so EVERYONE comes up to this kid and is like OOH POP THAT COLLAR! and pops his collar lmao. then this guy comes up hes like hey hey thats not right gimme some of that! hes like ooooh buddy, youre a pimp.
WOW. it was so much fun. yeah me and erica were guna get crunk after but we like passed out. lol Chris was gunna come over but i fell asleep. lol Yeahhh. i broke up with him but were still uhh.. friends with benefits, yeah yeah thats it.
oh baby. im so sore. i love it!
PEACE.
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Kay so sorry i havent been able to update much. ive been kinda stressed.
everything so far has been screwed up. a gay rumor is going around at apopka about me Which i would like to point out isnt true for anyone that knows it. Bryan is still ignoring me, im over this though im ovr trying all i can do is wait. i guesS? im hoping it'll belike the notebook where Allie and noah havent seen eachother in a year but are still just as in love as they were, but everyone knows life cant be like the movies. I know a lot of people could careless and are going to say whats over is over get on with it dont worry about him obviously he wants you gone so why dont you just go? yeah well its kind of hard for me He was my first love, i was so in love with him and its scary now, saying that.. i dont know it seems like maybe it was all a long dream sort of like i just imagined it. Everything i got so far, and were pulled apart, Long distance relationships are hard. you never get to see the person and when you dont see them you dont think of them as much and you dont think "hey i cant wait to go to the movies with John Doe tonight hes the coolest i really like him" after a while your feelings fade, thats what everyone says.. it didnt happen like that for me. my feelings for bryan are just as strong as they ever were before.. They arent for him. Boys are Filthy liars. im never going to date again. theres girls who think no this ones different but what people say is true. boys are liars, they will do anything to get what they want and once they get it Theyre gone... in my particualr case, mine stayed.. told me everything i wanted to hear then leaves and says he never really liked me anywasy, when i know its a lie i could see it in his eyes he loved me. he really did. or so i thought. he told me we would never be ripped apart, hes just been lying to me.
He was my world. Now hes gone. i dont see the use of being here anymore...
i dont want to be anywhere anymore. EVERYWHERE i go i get reminded of him. everywhere. school i see al the cute little couples i get reminded of him.. i see the football players, i see football on tv, 'friends' Almost every TV show i watch. i have some of his clothes i see them god i just wanna burn them or something but thatll make me feel like a physco, i dont understand i hurt my head every night thinking of what i did wrong. im thinking maybe he wants to just get me out of his head, but apparently im already out.
i would do anything for him. I would take a bullet for that boy.
you name it. ill do it. ive actually thought of killing myself but then i realize where thats getting me.. Nowhere. it wont make me happy, or anyone else. Itll just make me dead. =\ i cry to the point that im gagging and i cant breathe and those are the times that im so miserable i cant stand it. i would call someone but i cant talk. i just need him. he makes everything right, always.
i hope hes happy. thats all i want. i want him to be happy, but preferably with me. no i just hope hes happy..
</3
"Falling into memories of you, things we used to do....
all that i got to pull me through is memories of you."
</3. Lost,confused,broken,alone.
Kiersten.
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[13 Oct 2004|02:42pm] |
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Kay so is it good or no?
yeah, i cried so much last night to the point hwere i almost threw up..
this can be healthy,
homecoming countdown3 DAYS!
<3always. Kiersten
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[12 Oct 2004|02:31pm] |
so i find out bryan *ditched* me.
wow. whata fag Wait until i see him again its gunna be chaos, pure madness.
yeah. <3
whatever dude. i have chris. He smells like sex lmao. everytime i smell him i wanna hump him hahahaha.
JP!..
anyways, sick of all the halloween shit on here im chaging it. again. yes
ex.kiersten.oh
ps. RASCAL FLATTS IS COMING TO THE MOBILE FAIR.. I <3 THEM.
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| My Alter Egos.... |
[05 Oct 2004|05:27pm] |
Your Penis Name is: Anaconda
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Your Boobies' Names Are: Bert and Ernie
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It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Touch your foot
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Your Girl Parts Are Named: Venus Fly Trap
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Your Porn Star Name is: Albino Kitty
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Your Star Wars Masturbation Method Is:
Shooting Womprats in Beggar's Canyon
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(chris' Penis' Name...)
Your Penis Name is: Ivan the Terrible
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| emeril is the bomb dude. |
[04 Oct 2004|08:55pm] |
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Any ideas for a Halloween costume for me??
I'm completely idea-less.
oh and btw
i love Salvatore. Hes the best person i think that has ever come into my life hes always been there, even though sometimes i feel like hes not really listening to me lol i love him. He's the coolest
Daniel. youre the greatest youve always come through for me and even all the times where i acted like an ass you were still there comforting me and reassuring me that even though im stupid im not a bad person. <333
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[03 Oct 2004|12:29pm] |
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Last night was wow.
he's a gooood kisser.
i didnt even have to wipe my mouth this time. (bust!)
'nuff said.
I DIDNT EVEN MISS BRYAN! woop!
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[01 Oct 2004|09:26pm] |
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I HAVE ABOYFRIEND!!!!
EEEEEEE
im SO EXCITTEDDDDD
hehe.
kiersten&chris. <33
+new layout. HALLOWEEEEEN
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[28 Sep 2004|08:39pm] |
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im on the fone with stepahnie and chris.
chris just asked me out but i say no bc its gay to ask someone out over the fone, and yeah... he doesnt talk muych on the fone adn yeah... hes freaking out bc hes seeing weird thingys lol.
anyways
bye <33
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